仁善心 (第2/2页)
Mandylamented,“Howdoyouknowthisisthebestforme?Icouldhaveledanotherlife.....”l
“Idon'tthinkit'stherightattitudeforlife.Itseemsyouwillalwaysberegrettingoveryoureachandeverychoiceor”Therewasanedgetohisvoice,buthestayedcool,“comparingwithothers'livesandmoaningformore.Thefishermanandhiswifeshouldhavebeencontentedwithwhattheyhavereceivedfromthegoldfishandthey'dbetternotbegformorethantheydeserved.”
Mandyremarkedwithadangeroustone,“AreyoutellingmeIdon'tdeservethebestoflife?”
Locksensedsomething,“Don'ttwistit.YouknowwhatImeant.Youwouldneverbeabletofigureoutwhatthebestiswhenyouweresixteen.”
Mandymurmuredasifshehadbeeninadream,“HowIwishtobesixteenagain,carefree.”
Lockcamenearertoher,andhuggedher,leavinghiswheelchairbehind,“Thepointis,whateverhappenstoyou,fromnowontosixtyor,youwillalwayshaveus.”
Mandyburstintotears,“Ihavenothingexceptyouandthekids.Ifeelcold.Thisworldlooksatmewitheyes.”
“Youcanalwayscountonus,”Lockpromised,“Igiveyoumyword.There'snopartingofusuntilonedies.Staypositiveandcherisheveryminute.”
MandyleanedagainstLock'sshoulder,totallyheshouldnothavestoodupandsupportedherweight.“Iwon'tfallforit.TheylookasifworriedformebutIguesstheyreallyenjoyedthemselvesseeingmealmostcrashed.”
shelookedatLockandwassuddenlystartled,“Iwasalmosttakenin.......Ishouldn'thavetoldthemhowIbrokedown......Iwouldneverletthemreceivethewrongmessageasifmylifewereajoke.”
“Don'toverrespond.”Locksaid,“Theyareyourfriends,andtheyshowedconcernsaboutourlife.Themorepatheticwelook,thefunnieritwouldbewhentheyknowwhatwe'rereallylike.”
“Yes,someofthemdidtrytoruinmyself-esteemandnearlyconvincedmetopitymyself.Howcanonebesomean?”
Locksuggested,“I'vecomeupwithanidea.Whydon'tweholdaparty?”Hehesitated,“Doesanyofthemhaveafamily?”
“No,noneofthemdo.Peopledon'tgetmarriedthesedays,Iguesstheyareafraidtogivecommitments.”Mandyformedasmileasthoughshefeltsorryforherfriends.
“So,thatsettleseverything.”Locksmiledback,“Weinviteabunchofkids.”
“DoweknowotherkidsbesidesthoseinOscar'skindergarten?”Mandyasked.
“Oh,ofcoursewedo,”announcedLock,“Thereareplentyofkids,Asian,Latino,andinthechildren'shospital.Thiswillbeafund-raisingpartyfordisabledchildren,andmeaswell.”Locksatbackintothewheelchairasquicklyashiskneesallowedtocarryhim,whichamusedMandylikehell.
“Sincetheyaresokind,suretheydon'tminddonatingsomeforthegoodcourse?”Lock
“That'sreallyniceofyou.Allofmyfriendswouldbeverythankfuliftheyareofferedachancetoshowthattheyreallycareforthehandicapped.”Mandybitherlips,tryinghardnottolaugh.
“IsuddenlyrememberIhaveoneortwoacquaintancesonthepress.”Locksneered,“Theywoulddietoseemeonthemoveagain.”